I've been trying to figure out what exactly to do with my life, I know what I don't want but at the moment apart from seeing friends and playing games I really can't seem to motivate myself. I wish I could become a game tester or professional gamer, that would be sweet!

Thinking about what I'm doing in the future makes me feel uneasy, the only thing I can really do is work well with computers and design. I just don't think its enough, I mean people have already made twice as many and better designs than I have just half way through making one. I'm stuck so much at the moment I'm only half starting things and not getting through them, my lazyness is getting the better of me once again.

I think I need to stop playing games and just get my life and what I want to do sorted out, perhaps get better at drawing and not just make suggestions actually do it this time.



I'm feeling pretty much like a tool at the moment, I seem to have myself thinking if my profession I want is really that good when it probably is and I'm just an idiot. It just doesn't seem like enough at the moment to me.



I've discovered I suck at being a lone for too long, I then talk the next person I trust ear off. So beware SARAH! I think I offically freaked my sister out when she realised just how much I did for both her and Sam when they were younger. Oh well I can't wait til their 21 man do I have humilating stories to tell their friends about them :P


Well see ya this weekend is organising my life

Apart from finding out that my username is now saved as iluvsarah, nothing too interesting seems to be happening at the moment.

I managed to get my entire family sick woo hoo!! I'm the sharing kind of person, I wonder how many more people I have infected from going to work day to day. Its even turned into a mutated virus so now everyone has a worse form. (great now I'm thinking about X-men)

Work is getting ridiculous, getting three new people and having four thinking about leaving. Argh! I hate new people they don't know anything and they get so nervous and look at me funny! Pfft I wish my hours would go down, I'm beginning to look forward to when I have days off so I can do uni work. I don't like it, its making me do assignments before their due.

Sigh I have to go to my music class again and look at the bored and pretend that I understand the drawings of soundwaves on the board. Hopefully I don't get asked a single question, I swear if I was in anime form that entire class would be me with question marks appearing above my head.

Speaking of which Rosario + Vampire II manga new episode came out YAY! I seem to be the only Australian fan. Maybe it have to do with the Amine always showing their boobs bouncing and their underwear, but its not like that in the manga, thank god

Uni is a rip off I have to buy these headphones for $15.00 and the uni buys them in bulk and gets them for 50c each I like buy one and they make all their profit from it. Sigh its a conspiracy I tell you to make us all bloody poor, has anyone heard of a rich uni student NO! because we dont exist

oh well seeya later

Hmm I'm beginning to think that I'm taking Sarah to more of my classes than she is actually going to her own. Which means that she's learn ...., just the wrong course.

Not to meant she's being an pain, trying to constantly look at my screen press backspace and close the laptop lid. sigh and having a "fish" swimming across the screen.

I was thinking about drawing again, but I might start with doing fan art just to copying others works to start with. However I think that Sarah will probably steal them .... it wouldn't surprise me if she did and I'm she'd start asking for requests. I might put them up here which would just give me something else on her.
 
hmmmm i need my new book :(    !!!!!!!!! The Twilight books the first three were completely awesome and now I can't find the last *tear*

well I better go before Sarah decides it will be fun to press the power button